Better Days Ahead

Seems like everyone around me is changing. Might as well jump in the cypher and continue my plans.

On my internet addiction

Kung nagawa ko 'to nung first year, kaya ko 'tong gawin ulit. Ba-bawas-bawasan po natin ang aking internet addiction. OO, salita pa lang yan, pero ginagawa ko naman mga sinasabi ko diba (well at least most of it were already done XD). Less FB and Multiply, less youtube, less lurking!

On time management

lol honestly there's a need to change my screwed management mechanism. XD My RLE mates know that I'm weak on this part. No point laughing at it now, tiem to get srs.

On reading books

Used to read often. Novels, series, etc. What the hell happened to me? :c I'm going to start again by reading this book that Nika left me, entitled "The Ballad of Gussie and Clyde" by Aaron Latham. Also, I need to do a review on my AnaPhy. Mmmm. So much for reading.

On dancing

Most of my circles know that I'm into krumping. Krumpers, we live krump, breathe it, walk by it, we stay in the laboratory to train ourselves and exercise, make new moves and tricks, improve our character, and make kill-offs. It is what it is, and I will be with the filipino krump community for a looong time. But, being this dancer that I am, I want to grow and learn other dance styles. I'm going to start this year by learning "Locking", and hopefully by the end of the year I'd be worthy of being called a "Locker". :)

On relationships and love

I'm nineteen years old, hmmm, let's cut it by half, so 9 years old... I think my "love life" started to become active when I was 9 years old (third grade?) LOL. Being and going through everything that I have, I think it's about time that I live my life and be what I can be. I had so much love to give to persons that either 1) didn't want it, 2) didn't even know they had it, 3) played with it, 4) can't have it, 5) kept it... my heart was alive and kickin', happy, kidnapped, popped, bruised, battered, whatever, lahat na, and I almost lost faith on love, being in love, and loving. I guess this "big" heart of mine is going to be low key for a while..
...unless something happens. :) (hahaaaaaaa)

On driving

Mayn I need to refresh myself with the basics. My dad said that getting relaxed and having patterns often leads a driver to an accident, and a ticket XD. Got to review the procedures and the rulebook. Also, I need to know the streets of the Metro more. :D Hindi ko pa naiikot Paranaque, Alabang, some parts of QC...

On studying

I used to have this sticker sa notebook ko. "To whom much is given, much is expected." I got it from the profile of a childhood friend years ago. Sa panahon ngayon, kailangan talagang pag-igihin ang pag-aaral.

On keeping it real

Maynn people don't live to be dumb, and I have, for the past 16 years of my academic life, never seen so many pretentious f***s (sorry for the word) around me. Keep it real, people! XD

On certainty

One of the weaknesses I have until now is being uncertain. Marami na akong naging failures dahil dito. Lagi akong "I dunno.", "ewan", lol. Mga "I think"s. My ex-girlfriend told me once that if I wanted to be successful, I'd have to start being certain in life. I'm on my wayyyy there. :)

On forgiveness, humility, and honesty

I have forgiven the ones who have wronged me, and in my heart, I am sorry for those who I've hurt. Hugs to ya'll. hee hee. :) Honesty is a BIG WORD. So be honest always! So you'll have a BIG ________................heart! wat. And I guess it pays to be humble in ways, too. Blessings are given to be shared, not to be fronted, or flailed around in your circles. Share the blessings, as I share mine to ya'll.

On expenses

Maynnn I'm trying my best to cut my expenses. I need income na din. This year, got 'to put up a business. Sana matuloy yung t-shirt plans namin ni april, atbp..

On religion and family

I will try my best to be with my family on Sunday masses from now on. :c I miss going out with them too, especially watching movies with my dad and my sister (my mom doesn't like movie houses lol, she's a DVD person). Kahit busy sila sa kanya-kanya nilang trip, (Dad on office work, mom on her Villamor Ladies' Club duties, sister on studies and being the incoming CSA-ACP Adjutant) sana magkasama-sama pa rin kami sa weekends. I think ako rin yung talagang nakaka-miss ng family activities kasi lagi akong wala sa bahay, as in. Krump sessions and school stuff, hayyyyyyyyyyyy.

This is what I am now. These are the things that I will become of... like mindplans and heartplans, implants that stick in your body so it will really happen.

Keeping it real since 2001.

Better days ahead, my friends.