Painful Enough to be Weak

I just had a painful experience today.

The morning went normal with the usual lectures. As usual, our theology professor attended our class. I believe she was early today, considering that she came 10 minutes before 9 am. We had a lecture that tackled revelation, and the bible. The lecture was not complete though as the class was finished at 10 am. We were supposed to have our mathematics class afterwards, but Mr. Villaflores did not drop by. Our psychology professor took the period instead, which was good, because we had an early lunch break.

I decided to take my lunch in the classroom, since it was vacant for two hours. Instead of buying food from the AMV building or outside UST, I decided to try the cafeteria at the ground floor of the medicine building. Carbonara, an unusual choice, was alright for me. After eating, I reviewed my notes for our next class, Chemistry.

Fifteen minutes before 1 pm, I transferred to a room in the sixth floor, where our chemistry class is to be held. Soon, the class started as our professor came.

And there it was, I did not see it coming.

I felt pain in the lower right quadrant of my tummy. The pain, as I remembered, was the same pain I felt a year ago. So painful that I had a hard time moving, walking, and even simply sitting down. Even if we were having a seat work, I had no choice but to approach our teacher and tell her that I needed to go to the clinic.

Surprisingly as it seemed, there was not a clinic available in the medicine building. Instead, I had to experience a painful 5 minute walk to the UST Health Services building. As I sought for help, I was asked a few questions which I think was for diagnosis. Afterwards, the doctor requested that I get a urine and blood examination from the UST Hospital. At that time I was slightly feeling better, thought I could still feel pain as I moved and walked around.

Eventually, after I requested for my samples to be examined, I went back to the medicine building for Philosophy. The results were to be obtained three hours after.

I could still feel pain as I am typing this entry now. The results, although informative, was hard for me to interpret.

I hope tomorrow will be better, because this day was just too fracking painful. And I hope that I do not have some kind of organ malfunction or something.

I still want to change my life, I still want to live my life, even if this pain would last forever.