Nothing More But This

Nika left me.

I have nothing to say anymore.

It was actually because of my gestures that she decided to leave me. She felt that it was pointless to hold on to me, because I, with this heart of mine, felt nothing for her anymore. Even if it was painful on her part, Nika did what she believed had to be done.

Leaving someone you love is hard to do. Likewise, it is also a painful experience to be left alone by the person that you loved most.

I learned a lot from our relationship, from everything that happened. Every decision and result taught me a lot. I cannot deny that I have been the wrong one throughout the span of what we have shared. All the mistakes I made, especially the ones that affected our lives in large scale.

All these, and the mistakes I have done in my past regarding my academics, time management, decision making, and depression are the sole reasons why I am now reverting my life, not because of the need for survival, but because of the burning will power in me.

I want change in my life. I need to do things right this time.

Words are nothing if they are not done. I have nothing more to say.


Chemistry

My weak spot, Chemistry, is currently my point of interest. I have to pass this subject, and I will.

Along with the big changes in my life, I also changed my studying habits. I had to, and now it seems like it is not that bad at all. Unlike before, I am now enjoying the actual 'studying' process. Honestly, I did not really like studying before. Before, I would rather play Counter-Strike with my online friends and frag all day. Now, it is different, and I feel so much better.

Anyone can get the things that they want in their lives. You just have to do it.


Blockmates

I am currently in I-7, one of the twelve first year sections in the program Nursing.

I can say that our class has a positive variety of people. You can find typical unique (oxymoron!) boys and girls, or probably men and women. Some already have groups, which is alright, just as long as they do not seclude themselves from the rest of the class.

I am looking forward to a fruitful experience with this class. Only time will tell.